December 2008 Blog
This month Susan is on holiday. She will be taking notes and waking up in the middle of the night with story ideas.
The project that broke my heart
I once worked on a project that failed. At one point in the struggle, I told a friend, “God wouldn’t be so cruel as to make me this passionate about something that doesn’t work out.” This is what is referred to as God-as-Santa-Claus syndrome.
So pull up a chair, gingerheart reader, and I will tell you the story of the project that broke my heart.
In 1997, I came up with an idea for a cookbook.* People loved it! One problem. I wasn’t much of a cook.
I researched. I wrote outlines. I chased after a talented cook I respected who was perfect for the project in every way except one. She wasn’t interested. I put the project away.
In 2003, I went to cooking school. My old idea shimmered back to life. I re-imagined it as a television show with strong links to the Internet.
For more than a year I advanced the idea. As crusaders will, I found adventure. I traveled. I met fascinating characters. At one point I found myself shopping in the luxury grocery store Fox and Obel in Chicago with chef Art Smith. He put me in charge of buying bananas for Oprah’s Thanksgiving flight to Africa. I am not making this up.
The project grew. I could see it. The proposal made it to the highest heights of a broadcast network. One executive liked it. Another didn’t. The answer was no. I lost heart. I put the project away.
In 2006, I decided to write a book that combined elements of an old screenplay and…the project that broke my heart.
This year, I completed the manuscript. I have just submitted it to two agents who requested a look. That’s it. Who knows what will happen next?
The moral of the story is: God is so smart to make us passionate about things – whether they work out or not. At least, that’s my take on it. That, or He has quite the sense of humour.
However you celebrate this holiday season, I send you my best wishes. Count your blessings. Be glad for opportunities to follow your passion.
*See my November 2008 blog entry for how that came about.

